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other people’s phones to communicate to them. Also, there were no
accessible stores in the neighborhood because they were all flooded
during hurricane Sandy. The only establishments that were open for
service were a bakery nearby and the restaurant that I used to work at.
The following days, there were sump pumps everywhere. It was loud
and noisy because of all the motors running all day to pump out
flooded apartments and basements. Everyday, sanitation workers
would come multiple times a day to take away piles of personal
belongings destroyed by flooding. I couldn’t stay in the apartment for
two (2) weeks because there was no power and no gas. I could not
even heat water on the stove and it was getting colder. There was also
a snow storm a few days after hurricane Sandy. After a few nights in
my cold apartment, I stayed with my friend, Candice Sering. I thought
it was also better for me to stay in Candice’s place because I really
needed company. It was quite difficult for everyone that time to be
alone.
Q11: How else were you affected by hurricane Sandy?
A11: On a personal note, there was trauma from the incident. It was the
first time in my life when I felt deprived of basic necessities, such as
heat and water. There was this sense of displacement, and loss of
community. At times, there was hopelessness from the difficulties of
communication because internet, phones, and usual services were not
working. It felt like we were left alone in our neighborhood and we
had to rely on each other for basic needs like shelter and hot water. No
one was going to help us. We had to rely on each other as neighbors
and community members.
Also, at the beginning, there was a sense of powerlessness from not
being able to help out fellow Filipinos in the community who suffered
impacts of hurricane Sandy. Because of my affiliation with Gabriela,
there was clear community work and contribution that I could do as
soon as I got back up. And that made me quite hopeful despite what
happened.
Q12: Did you undergo any psychosocial intervention?
A12: No.
Q13: Why was that?
A13: I could not afford it at the time.
Q14: You mentioned about losing that sense of “powerlessness.” Can
you elaborate on that?
A14: It did not feel like I had a choice to evacuate. Even if I had somewhere
to go, I did not want to leave my community, knowing that there were
others who also were staying. So when the storm surge happened, the
destruction from the flooding and trauma experienced by the survivors
like myself made me feel powerless and helpless. There were some
volunteers and forums held by the city about relief, but it really felt